Bye for now

SGA seminar starts today!!!
I'll see you in a bit.
Muah

Goodbye my love....and.......

Farewell and Godspeed to my darlin Marie who left us for Brazil this morning.
We were so lucky to have had her stay with us a few days before her flight. She recorded some of her songs while she was here and I was able to help in the studio with the vocals last night for a couple of hours. Singing is a drug. I swear I was on a high afterwards.
Praying for you my love. Keep in touch. I know you'll have a blast there. Find a nice hot Brazilian man (and one for me too if you think of it)...hehe...MUAH

I've been feeling like soooo exhausted these past few days...I can't figure out why....


And now for some sappy poetry....brace yourself or run away QUICK

And so it was that fateful night
When we locked eyes
And you began the journey into my head
And eventually into my heart
That never did I for one moment think
That the one I turned to to wipe my tears
Would become the reason for them

And so it was that fateful night
When I stripped my soul naked
And you began the journey I had forseen
Down the road of games and eventually denial
That never did I for one moment think
That the rules I had carefully created
Would be the ones I gladly broke for you

And so it is this fateful night
When I have closed our book
And I begin this journey back to a safer place
A place where I can mend and heal
That never did I for one moment think
That the magic we created and believed to be real
Would turn out to be the age old illusion

But I thank you for that fateful night regardless

Last night....(part two)

Last night....(part one)

Yeah...I know I look odd....but do I care.....nah

party....and JUBILEE....and etc....

It worked out for us to go to Dulcy's birthday party last night.
Was a lot of fun. Happy Birthday Dulcy....you're such a sweetie. I love you!
We danced, drank milkshakes and had jello shots. Yay. It was great to see everyone.

I had been in a low place mentally over the last couple of days...the kind of mood where everything confuses you and it's hard to place what exactly it is that's bothering you. Sigh. I hate that.
"The Year of Jubilee" came at the perfect moment. TYJ. It was exactly what I've been needing.

Hallelujah for Happiness

And tonight we may be going out to eat at this really cool revolving restaurant. Not 100 percent sure yet, but it's planned. I'll try to get some pics.

And MARIE's coming tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY



Note to self: Must learn to think before I act (sigh)

writing and....stuff

As I mentioned before, I've been in a major writing obsessed mood for the past few weeks. Altho I can't say I have anything substantial to show for it. Suffice it to say that I have been reading and studying a lot of poetry, prose, and deep thinking type quotes, trying to see if any of the well known classic writer's talents will rub off on me. Ha
Not working obviously.
But it's nice to have a hobby...seeing as I've had to put music on the backburner. And it's equally nice to have a muse. Sigh.

And I think I'm becoming a sugarless cinnamon gum addict. Must..get..ahold...of...myself
snicker

One more month......

:-D

Today I......

Woke up at 6'ish...the sun wasn't quite up yet....the air was very chilly....Maria and I were still half asleep.
Brewed a pot of coffee while arranging numerous heavy boxes and bags of stuff for a yard sale.
Spent a lot of the day outside, as well as part time in the house doing odd jobs.....
Got sunburnt, but not too badly. My skin has become a lot stronger against the sun. Compared to how I've been most of my life, I actually have color now.
Read, had PnP, witnessed to those who browsed through our stuff.....
Had a good jog/work out
Cooked dinner
Thot about what you said....wondering if I'm too much of a walking contradiction to ever be understood or even loved
Smiled at the thot of you...too many times to count
Thank you for helping me get through the days.

I'm up again at six tomorrow

Thank God for coffee :-)

So Near, Too Far

Wrote this about a week ago....what do you think?

So near I could touch
Too far I can’t reach
The fates have conspired
This wall I can’t breach

So close I can taste
Too far to dare drink
For one sip would push me
Right over the brink

So near I can hear
Too far I can’t speak
For words misconstrued
Make passion sound weak

So close I can see
Too far to recall
The face and the smile
That caused me to fall

So near I could weep
Too far I can’t stop
I’m stuck in this chasm
You wait at the top

To Steph

Sometimes in your life, when you least expect it, you meet someone that you just love almost instantly.
Someone that shares many of your likes, dislikes, pet peeves....someone who will listen to your endless talking and obsessing about subjects that almost certainly bore them, yet they make you feel like what you're saying is important and interesting. Someone who for their years has been through what many don't experience in a lifetime, but has come out stronger and sweeter for it.


Steph, I love you. Happy Birthday. I don't know what I would have done without you these last few months. You've become such a big part of my life and part of my heart. All I can do is thank the Lord for making you. The world really did become a more beautiful place the day you were born.
I pray that you are blessed and rewarded for all the love you've given and the sacrifices you've made. I pray that this next year will be a beautiful, happy one for you. XXXXXX
Happy 21st
I love you Woman