A year ago...
I still believed that when the word "love" was used, it meant love -- not some other twisted form of emotion
I was still willing to put my pride, myself, my heart and emotions out there, wear them proudly on my sleeve, and not consider the consequences
I was reckless enough to think that if I wanted it badly enough, it would happen
I was hopeful and optimistic, yet sadly pessimistic at the same time. A conflict of everything all over the place
I was giddy and walking on air...when I should have realized it was just that, air.
I had a little taste of heaven, though the aftermath only turned out to be food poisoning
I was a lot more naive than I should have been.
Thank you 12 months.
Oh and as an afterthought, I've been blogging for 5 years now, as of a few days ago. Wow. Maybe I should just let it go and close this thing down.
posted by crazynik @ 4:22 PM
5 comments
5 Comments:
Don't close your blog down Niki!
I love your introspection, your constant re-examination of life. It is what drew me to your blog in the first place years ago.
I have watched you face many difficult challenges through the course of your blog, but you have never given up your optimism, your hope for the future, even if those things have been tempered on occasion.
I hope you will make the decison to keep your blog, even if just for yourself--as a record in your future years of all your musings and how far you have come.
Oh my God, I was just going to do a "year ago" post as well today; but now that it won't hold a candle to yours, I will just say that you are a year better :)
Oh yes and don't close your blog otherwise I'll release footage of you.
Its always nice to see into your life a little...you are an amazing person. Always loved you!
Don't close your blog Niki...I miss ya hun!
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